My mind is a carousel of thoughts right now.
favorite celebrity meme → [2/4] photoshoots
So I’m going through old messages (all of them actually) and I couldn’t help but think about how crazy it all is. How something so small and simple progressed into something so huge and complex. All of it seemed like such a long time ago, and it’s amazing how far our story has come. Just reading old messages, I’m trying to imagine how I felt back then. Everything that was going through my mind and what not. I would have never expected things to turn out like this, but I’m more than happy that they did. It’s surprising how much we’ve talked to each other, and yet, we still aren’t tired of each other. Everything was so new and interesting back then, and now it’s become something of a daily routine. We’ve already made a big step from where we first began, and the best parts are still to come. And once they do, I can finally, truly be happy.
Arden Cho being a cutie patootie (✿◠▽◠)
Back then, I never use to have plans during summer vacations. It was always just staying home, not going anywhere for 3 months. It’s kind of a funny story.. so, my skin’s complexion is naturally tan-ish, and normally during the summer time, people go out in the sun and their skin usually darkens. Well, for me, it would be the opposite— staying indoors for 3 months, avoiding sunlight? Yeah, my skin usually lightened up during the summer time.
But, now that I’m older, and I have the means and freedom to go places if I’d like to in the summer, I still don’t. Not really anyways. Since I’ve started college, I’ve been taking summer classes as well; I actually like it a lot better than regular semesters. This summer feels different though.. Lots more things that I could be doing, if I so choose to. Thinking back to last summer, I wouldn’t have minded adding an extra month or two of school, knowing that I didn’t have anything better to do then. Now that I actually have potential plans this summer, I’ve been so anxious for summer school to end. I know I’m already down to my last week of it and all, I’m just so ready for it to be over. I’m looking forward to actually having some time off from school, even if it may only be a month, it’s a month I plan to spend well. I have the opportunity to go to Vegas this weekend, and I really don’t want to miss out on it. And next month, I’ll be going to another rave with friends who I haven’t had a chance to really hang out with yet this summer. And I get to see my boyfriend again.. Getting use to this one-month away from each other thing, and I’m always so happy when I get to see him after being apart for awhile. I think that the best part of the summer though, aside from the bad that happened, is that I got a job again.. A permanent position this time too. So, even though I’m just about to finish up summer school and will be having to work, it’s completely fine; I love to work.
Long story short, I’m just really looking forward to enjoying the rest of the summer the way I want to. It feels like forever ago since I’ve last had a decent vacation.