I don’t know why, but for some reason, there just seems to be a lot that I wanna do this winter break. I just feel like there’s always a lot of fun things to do around the holiday season. Like, there’s a lot of movies out in theaters right now that I want to see, and I shall! Ice skating feels like a must, so maybe I’ll go ice skating; I love to ice skate, so why not? I have to have to haaaaave to go see the pretty Christmas lights this year! I’ve been living in the same area for years, yet I’ve never gone to see them; this year, I will! I got to decorate my first Christmas tree last year, so I’m hoping I get to decorate one this year too. I wanna make gingerbread houses too! I’ve never made one of those! For some reason, I think Christmas shopping is fun too (mainly cause I’ll be buying myself presents.. LOL) I would very much like to play in some snow again this year, but there’s not a high chance of that happening, but I’m open to that idea. And the most important thing that I would really love is to go to Disneyland again this time of year. My first time ever at Disneyland was about two years ago during this time, and all the Christmas decorations were just so beautiful! That basically sums of what I’m hoping for this winter break. I get a month off of school, and I really want to make the most of it.
Update on my guy, William..
And yes, that is his name! WILLIAM. I know it now. But, sadly, I didn’t ask for it myself.. Was at his workplace yesterday night getting some drinks, and I just happen to overhear his conversation with his coworker (not that I was purposefully listening.. lol) William. Such a gentleman-like name for a gentleman-looking guy. It suits him. And I like it. It’s cute. He’s cute— which is why I don’t have the guts to talk to him! I never knew I was this shy around guys! It sucks so much! I think the main reason though is because I’ve never talked to a guy in person before without having known more about him. Like, I know nothing of this guy, besides the things I found out for myself. He’s just some random guy that I happen to come upon, and started having a crush on him. Like, it’s all real, and it’s actually happening— all in person. It’s new to me. But this is what I wanted! To meet someone the old-fashioned way. In this day and age, it’s just seemed to have gotten harder to casually go up to a person and just start a conversation with them. I’m never this shy though! I mean, I use to be, but I’ve grown out of it! Please gawd, do not let me go back to being a socially awkward introvert.. I like being a socially interactive butterfly! I mean, I talk to random people all the time at work! It’s a part of my job! How could talking to a person normally be any different? It shouldn’t be. Yeah.. I’m going to use this as my motivation. I’m going to talk to him. I will talk to him!